I always feel like I’m slowly drifting away into a unknown space and that’s nerve racking
Always going and never knowing the destination or direction
Not feeling lost but unsure of which way is the right way
The questions filling my head
The noises that won’t quiet down
Feeling unheard and not seen
Falling into an abyss, screaming internally
Yet I’m mute with a face that states I’m ok I smile but behind my eyes are tears filled with an unknown feeling that I can never seem to escape
Never understanding why I feel this way
Just today is one of those days that’s turned into weeks and now months from my understanding
I’m here alone..yet again so I’ve learned
Flowing into the unknown, seems to me is all that I know
Fighting the fight again but I’m tired of my own
Fleeting moments, hurtful thoughts, trying to remain socially adequate yet somehow feeling like I’m loosing myself
Looking for my happy pills that are prescribed to take this feeling away
But the question remains: since God makes no mistakes, and this feeling I’m feeling, what is this purpose, I just can’t understand this unknown space
Krazi Karma 