a love misplaced by deception
will it be established from where it originated
why are my thoughts continuously playing tricks on me
my soul knows what i am craving, yet knowingly keeps me away
my observation sees everything making me believe this just an emotional thing
invested an abundance of me
feeling lost
yet feeling unrestricted
vanishing in sensations causing me to drift off to sea
a sea built off sweet reminiscences
demanding to see what this is supposed to be
wanting to be your forever Queen
planting myself with that seed
find yourself back to me and grow into whom you’re suppose to be.

*listening to Shame by Maxwell*