I thought I had you
I thought we would last a lifetime
I never saw the lies
I was blinded by what I wanted most
Love and a companion, yet you held none of those
I trusted your words only to be let down by replaying a story I promised myself I wouldn’t
I leaped off of faith and fell back into heartbreak
I allowed myself to feel for you when I said I wouldnt allow my feelings to ever come through
Again, yet I lied to myself ..allowing you in
But this time, I stopped myself from falling fully
Realizing the truth I see clearly
I’m not who I thought I was and I thank my ex for that
Hurting me so bad that I refuse to feel that pain again
I leave you and I remember, damn
I had what I wanted this whole time within myself
I love myself enough to walk away and I cherish myself, enjoying my own company
I can live my best life..alone should that be what the stars have aligned for me
Krazi Karma 