I’m unsure as what i should say, so i say nothing at all.
Beneath my words lie hurt and an exhausted me.
Leaving peace and trying to make sense of it all.
Ill sit here and immerse myself in this darkness.
The sun scorch my soul every time i tried to feel its warming rays against my skin
The few times i found myself trying climb out that hole.
I now find comfort in gloomy emotional terrors.
Nowhere is safe, my words are not welcomed and always get transformed.
So ill sit here in peace and pray for healing in my solitude.
For you and me.
Alone has always been my favorite zone so I welcome my self pity as i embrace my own.
Allowing the tears to fall because sometimes thats all thats needed.