Depression It is probably the most hidden illness out here. Most of us who are depressed try to deny it. I tend to deny it and pretend I am not depressed. Why? Well, because I […]
Category: Mental
Feel the Burn
When I say, I am vanishing inside and no one can hear me. Clearly making gurgling sounds drowning in my own tears. Poison and a parasite. Draining everything from me. Negativity allowing me to feel […]
Four in the Mornin
So. what are you suppose to do when you have so many emotions running through your head. Filling spaces that you want empty. Filling them with so much anxiety. Depression are you giving my door […]
Four Year Old Me
You were so innocent and I apologize that I didn’t stop what was happening between you and him. I could have told someone but what harm was being done? No penetration just sweet touches from […]
Consumption
I don’t like being in the dark. So I say. But the dark seems to be the only place I truly can scrutinize myself. Flaws and all. I find peace not being able to recognize […]
deep
hunt me to the end of world never letting me go… you know that i am hurting, yet you keep soothing me with the battered images of i love yous disfiguring the truth with your misconception […]
OA
Trying not to overthink, I become deluded with things dissolving in the cells of my brain. Trying hard to ensure I breathe but my chest feels as though it’s about to explode. Nothing seems sensible […]